January 2011
1 post
If at first you don't succeed, pick yourself up...
AND TRY AGAIN.
Yesterday I went to the skating rink with my always lovely boyfriend Max. I haven’t been on skates in about two or three years. It was scary and at the same time exciting. One little boy in particular caught my eye. He was having the hardest time in the world staying up. Every five minutes or so he would fall right down, eventually a few people began to stop to try and help...
December 2010
4 posts
BREATHE.
Desperation. Overwhelmed. Emotionally Exhausted.
I need a change.
I want to run outside and scream really loud and...
Cant wait till school is out. Saturday will be the official last day of this Fall semester. I need a break so badly that I think I am unconsciously draining myself of my own motivation. Please motivation come back to me and find my veins. Run through all my vessels and create ambition and drive. Pump in and out of my heart all the hopes and dreams that are rooted in you. Find the oxygen my body...
November 2010
21 posts
Saying Sorry
A good 80% of the time, I say sorry because I want to hear an apology too.
Is that wrong?
“There is a time when man should forget loyalty and respect. Might and authority...”
– The Lagoon by Joseph Conrad
Confession:
I really, really do not want a job right now. Out of all the real jobs I have had I have not wanted a single one of them. And don’t think “what an ungrateful person”… Fuck you you have no idea how lucky I truly am to get jobs day in day out, and I fucking know that. Considering my situation I know how extremely blessed or looked over I am, because a few jobs have literally...
Was asked this by a teacher the other day...
What is more important in a relationship love or loyalty… and why?
Cannot believe I forgot to put Anna Paquin on my...
Sookie… I mean Anna… You might possibly be my number one :)
Thank you for laughing in the face of adversity.
Women I would go lesbian for in a heartbeat:
1. Scarlett Johansson *looong, deep sigh* oh you lovely, curvy, sexy woman. I remember the day I fell in love with you… I was reading an interview of you and you said “A real woman has curves, and that’s what I am”. Yes dear, yes… you… are.
2. Rachel McAdams *soft sigh* You are the definition of the girl next door. Fell in love with you while watching Sherlock...
Does your vote really count?
Yesterday was election day. Yippee!
I’m sitting in Sociology 101 and my professor asks “Do you guys ever wonder if your vote really counts?”, and just about everyone in class answered “Yes”. A lot of people also went to the extent of saying, “I don’t vote because my vote doesn’t count.” WHAT!? You didn’t vote!
Then I thought of what my...
tumblrbot asked: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?
YAY
FUCK YEAAAH!
For Distant Lovers:
burningphoenixes:
It Will Be Difficult. It May Force Ordeal, It May Force Plight, It May Force Capitulations, But Do Not Surrender. The Beautiful Thing I Have Discovered About Loving From Afar, Whether With A Friend Or A Beloved, Is Growing To Love Them Unconditionally For Who They Are Rather Than What They Are. I Love You For Everything You Represent. Fuck Flesh And All That Is Superficial....
October 2010
11 posts
Find Your Passion.
I think one of the hardest things that I have been going through lately is that I am not sure what my passion is. I am torn between Communication, Psychology and Culinary Arts. After VVC, I planned on transferring to UC Santa Barbara, but why would I start a fire that I’m not even sure I can light? I would hate to go to school for 2 more years without being sure that I am in the right...
Sweetest Post Ever :)
sheputsthesdinstephanie:
I love that whenever I say,”I’m going with Max and Ivonne” no other question is asked. Haha. Who doesn’t love them?
September 2010
4 posts
The Struggle and the Hustle
The smell of struggle, the struggle to survive in this sink full of dirty dishes and despair was the aura of the building. The no’s and yes’ all creating defeat, a definite “Yes America, land of the free home of the brave, you won again”. Why is the American Dream so hard to reach? Why do the people of this country fight everyday to reach this unattainable cloud of hope?...
house, not home.
My house is no longer a home. A crack in the foundation will always re-emerge and find itself stronger than ever. A stable foundation in a home is necessary so the walls can always protect those inside. This crack has now overgrown the point of return. Our house is no longer our home.
August 2010
2 posts
It is so irritating.
When I try really really hard to not give a shit about what other people think about me, then I have to hear it from my family. The number one people I should be able to lean on.
Today, I will start honestly having selective hearing. Because I just don’t give a damn anymore.
I RUN MY OWN LIFE, NOT YOU.
July 2010
8 posts
