I want to run outside and scream really loud and try to get high off of Nutmeg.
Cant wait till school is out. Saturday will be the official last day of this Fall semester. I need a break so badly that I think I am unconsciously draining myself of my own motivation. Please motivation come back to me and find my veins. Run through all my vessels and create ambition and drive. Pump in and out of my heart all the hopes and dreams that are rooted in you. Find the oxygen my body needs to stay alive and keep studying. Move one foot in front of the other until you are my atoms, my cells, my very being.
I need a break.
